Are you kidding me?
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Posted:Oct 10, 2017 9:32 am
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 2:0 pm
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Some of you know that i have a . Some of you also know that the mother of my is not exactly the nicest person on the........No. not the nicest person in the universe!!!!!
So for 18 years i have been put through hell. Put down, cut down, lied to, lied about, falsely accused and had my life threatened. Yeah i know. She is a real work of art.
Back in 2011 the mother threatened my life. She did not like the fact that i was actually a good father to my . I admit i am not the perfect father. I never strived to be that. I just wanted to be a good father. Along with the mother threatening my life. She hid behind the kitsap county sheriffs office. She works for them. But she also turned my against me.
Here it is 6 years later. 3 days before my graduated, the mother and her attorney sent certified mail to me. it was court orders that have a count down timer on them that i had to respond too by. In the orders they told me i do not need an attorney. So, i and obtained my attorney again. He done up all the responses and sent in the letter of representation. A month later i get paperwork stating we have a court hearing on september 29.
My lawyer and her lawyer agreed to do most all the paperwork out of the courtroom. So he requested all the pertinent documents from them as well as me. That was a friday evening he done the request. By the next monday morning, all of my documents he requested were on his desk.
So it gets to a week before the hearing. It has been a month and a half since his request was sent out. I get a phone call while i am fighting traffic on I-5. It is my lawyers office. The mother and her attorney have yet to provide all the documents requested and her attorney is not going to be available the week of the court hearing. So the hearing has been rescheduled to october 10th.
Here it is. October 10th. I took the day off work so i can go to the hearing and hopefully quash the college money that the mother is demanding out of me. At 830 am i am sitting here getting shoes and socks on and trying to get ready for court. My lawyers office calls me. The secretary tells me that the mothers attorney has talked to someone at the courthouse and stricken the hearing off the books. The secretary said she is going to call the court clerk to find out what is going on and call me back. I asked her to find out if they are trying to say that there is a death in the family as a reason for not wanting to go to court. And i told her that a friend of my has killed himself last tuesday. That is not a death in the family issue and should not have been used as a reason to not go to the hearing. I also told my lawyers secretary that i do not trust the mother or her attorney at all. the mothers attorney has gone as far as subpoena my payroll from a former employer without cause. The attorney has also gotten court hearings set and not send my lawyer or me notification of the hearing just so they can make sure i do not show up so she can get what she wants!!!
So now i am pissed off that they canceled the hearing today. My attorney is just now finding out about the cancelation as well. So i am stuck wondering what is going on. As well as wondering what evil plot the mother and her crooked attorney is plotting. Oh did i mention that the mother and her attorney have yet to supply all requested and required documents still to my attorney so we can be ready for court? No? Well i just did. Like i said before. I do not trust the mother and her attorney as they both are liars and crooks!!!!!!!!!
Oh and i have not been able to see my in 6 years. The mother has made sure of that. I have tried for 2 years.
Update. I just got a call out of my lawyers office. The excuse given by the court clerk is that the mothers attorney is not ready. She has has 3 freaking months to be all prepared. This is total Bull shit.
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WTF??????????
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Posted:Jan 28, 2016 6:05 pm
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2020 2:42 am
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So my head is spinning a million miles an hour right now. Why? You ask? Well i just do not get why women have to keep playing stupid dating games. So i guess i should enlighten you a little. Ok a lot on what has happened over the last 2 months.
Girl number 1. We connected through another site. We had awesome conversations and i asked her out. She put me off and put me off and put me off. I asked why. She told me that she just got out of an abusive relationship and wanted to take it slow. 3 weeks go by and we are still having awesome conversations and i shown her that I am not an abusive person. I have even told her that I have been through the abusive thing myself. So she finally said lets meet. We met up in a park close by to us. Had great time talking and she told me that she wanted to see me more again. That was on a very cold Saturday night. The next day she is supposedly at home watching the hawks on TV. I was doing errands. That Monday i sent a message asking her out for Friday evening. That is when she told me that she got laid by a guy that each of them lost contact of each other years before. But she has actively started a relationship with him after they fucked the day away on that sunday.
I sent her a message letting her know that I was not pleased that she led me on all this time and telling me that we were going to go out. She sent me a message asking me why i was so hostile towards her. I just told her that If i did to her what she had done to me, she would gone off on me. She just blew it off. Here it is a month later, I have noticed that she has been looking at my profile again. But i do not dare try and contact her because of the BS she pulled on me.
Girl number 2. She and i connected on a different site from here and the other girl. We talked via email in that site for a week. Until the emails started not showing up but the site kept telling us they were going through. So 3 weeks ago we shifted to texting. I asked her out for dinner. She told me no. She was not ready to meet anybody right now as she just got out of a relationship where the guy was controlling her and not letting her to enjoy life. I told her that i am not like those people she was dating. So we continued to text every day. There was not a day i was not having to delete 500 text messages so my phone would speed back up. I finally got her to agree that we could meet when she felt comfortable that i was not a controlling abusive jerk. I showed her that over and over and over every day.
Today i was telling her about how crappy of a day i had at work. You know, the rain, the having to finish throwing straps on a trailer this morning in the rain, the no paperwork to make my delivery and the bad one. Another truck cut me off and pushed me into the on coming traffic all because he was stupid. I asked her about her day and then we had some good conversations. Then i am sitting down to eat dinner in gig harbor.We are texting. I asked her when she and I were going to get together as i have Proven myself to her constantly.
what do I get? "I don't know". Then, "I went out with another gentleman lastnight and we are going out again this weekend. I really enjoy talking to you and do not want to stop talking to you". What do i do? "Yeah, thanks for putting me off so some other asshole that hasn't had to prove himself over and over to you to show you that I am not like the other assholes you were dating. If feels really awesome to have some a mature woman who leads me on by telling me we are going to get together but goes out with someone else who she just connected with 2 days ago".
What the fuck is the problem with women? I am not saying all women are like this. But damn it. I am finding more and more women pulling this shit. Is it that I am too fucking nice? Is it that i am not a rude asshole saying "hey baby. I love the size of your tits. Lets fuck the night away'????
I just do not get it. Do not tell me that that is the problem. How can i get something when everybody is deceiving and lying every time i turn around. The only honest one is me.
I do not play games with anyones heart or their heads. I do not lead people on. I am up front about wanting a relationship. But no one else is.
I have used this site for a few years. I met a couple women. But even here I can not get anyone to talk to me. I wrote my profile and re-wrote my profile and even had help from a female friend to write my profile. I get maybe 1 or 2 looks a week. I get favorited once a month. But those are usually in a different state or country. I was talking to one lady on here. We were getting ready to meet up. Her husband Uses her for a gang bang all the time but has a girlfriend elsewhere. Her husband told me he would not talk to me unless i join the masses of men fucking his wife for his pleasure. He got even more rude to me when it was not called for. So i stopped talking to her. Every other day i see she is looking at my profile. I know she wants to meet up with me and leave her husband out of it. But i don't respond to her as i do not want to deal with her rude husband.
What do i do? How do i go about finding someone i can play with and maybe build something with?
Or am i just another dumb ass hillbilly that women think they are better than?
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WTF people?
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Posted:Oct 1, 2014 6:54 pm
Last Updated:Oct 7, 2020 4:05 pm
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I guess you can figure out what I just said in the title Pretty much, I do not get people anymore. Lets take my last delivery I made this afternoon. I was on my way back from my delivery to the warehouse. The road I was on is a 50 MPH road. I was doing 40 maybe 45 as I do not trust people anymore. Oh for those of you who do not know. I am a commercial truck driver. Anyways, I come up on this driveway that had a ton of bushes and trees that block the view of the home owner as well as me being able to see anyone coming to the road. Out of no where, this dim wit female driving a 1 ton crew cab ford 4x4 truck comes flying out of that driveway and I almost plowed into her. There was not more than 10 feet between my semi truck and her pick up.
Really? You can not wait for a minute for the traffic to pass to make your turn safely onto the road? You just do not look at the traffic at all. You just barrel straight out into the road without stopping. Now there are a new set of black skid marks on the road from my semi truck and the trailer I was hauling.
So think about this when you people see a commercial truck. I know that is tough for a lot of people. But try it anyways. When you see a commercial truck, take that extra time and wait for the truck to go by. I do not care if you are late for work. Let the truck go by. If you cut off a semi truck and he or she can not stop the truck in time. Not only have you just made a bad decision, you just possibly killed 2 people or more. You ask how you just killed another person besides yourself? You killed yourself because you failed to be safe and wait. Then you just killed the driver behind the truck who did not see you cause a fatal accident until it was too late and they just went through the back end of the trailer. If they had passengers. then you just may have killed them too. The truck driver may be able to walk away. But the commercial cops are going to poke and prod every orifice of the truck driver. Make him pee in a cup, Make him give blood to see if he or she is on drugs or drunk. Then the cops will put the driver in handcuffs. Now you are no longer late for work. You no longer have a job, a home, a car, A LIFE!!!
Every day as I run up and down the highways and side streets. I see the same old stuff day in and day out. 90% of the drivers are on their cell phones and not using hands free devices. The little boys in their super tuner wannabe's driving them like they stole them not more than 5 minutes prior to them cutting off a semi truck. People who pass a semi truck and the lane in front of the semi truck is clear for a 100 yards or more. But your dumb ass has to cut the semi truck off. Does that make you feel manly? Or womanly? Do you think you are invincible?
You all complain that the semi truck is too slow and causing the back ups in traffic. Guess what? We are only slow because of dumbasses who seem to think that they are more important than safety and they cut us off. You hear about it daily on the radio. Car versus semi truck accidents almost daily. The cops always ream the drivers ass even when the driver is not at fault. The cops are hardly ever on the road to see how people drive around the trucks.
Yesterday in kent was a classic example of shear stupidity on the driver of the jeep side. The commercial truck had to do a button hook turn to get into his delivery location. You can see that by how the trailer was sitting on top of the jeep. The turn signals were on as the driver started his turn. The driver of the jeep was booking down 84th avenue and went around the traffic that was stopped for the truck. The driver never had a chance to react as the jeep was doing at least 50 MPH and went under the trailer. The front end of the jeep was almost to the other side of the trailer. Which shows you how fast the jeep was going. The cab of the jeep was peeled back a ways. So much so that the Cherokee looked like a liberty. You can safely say that the jeep was at fault and was totaled out.
Do you people really become brain dead when there is a semi truck around? Do you stop all thought processes and just focus and getting past the semi truck? Do you stop all comprehension all together when there is a semi truck around? What is your excuse for being a dumbass and fucking up someones life including yours?
Every night I go to bed and pray to god and thank him for him giving me the skills to keep me from killing someone with my semi truck. Then I pray like hell that the next day I will be able to make it through without someone trying to cause me to kill someone with my semi truck.
Take it from me people. Give the semi truck room. Take safety on your side and wait that extra minute to let the truck go. The life you will save is yours as well as the one behind the truck. Let alone the driver of the semi truck will never recover from what you just done. It is not the semi truck drivers fault for you being stupid.
Be safe people. Life is too short to fuck it up by being stupid.
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Why am I tired?
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Posted:May 15, 2013 5:54 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 2:0 pm
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Ok, i know the reason for that.. LOL. Like we all need any clues. I have been emailing a native alaskan woman for a month or so. With her going back to alaska quite often to check on her parents and then come back home and take care of her and grand .
We finally met up saturday evening. Did i meet her from here? Not at all. Anyways, she emailed me that she was driving around Port Orchard. I was curious why she did not come to my house or call me( i sent her all the information on friday evening). I called her up and she and I talked and i gave her directions to my place.
She arrived within 10 minutes of me calling her. We talked for a few minutes and then went to dinner. Took her for a walk and then we came back to my place and watched a movie.
By the end of the movie, she had moved to a different position which allowed me to see down her shirt. Woo hooo.. LOL.. I teased her a little bit. She told me I had to be gifted to play with her tits.. We kissed and her nipples stood up like Mt. Rainier and i teased the nipples some. Then i ran my hand down and found that she was already soaking wet all the way through the jeans.
She had 2 orgasms on the couch. Then we went to the bedroom where I told her I could eat a peach for hours. Which she put to the test. I ate her out for 2 hours and brought her to 25 orgasms. Talk about easy to orgasm.. LOL.
She straddled me, took my cock in hand and guided it into her pussy as she slowly came down on me. On the 3rd bounce she was already cumming again. She rode me for another hour and a half and 20 more orgasms later.
Sweating, she rolled off me and told me to take her anyway i wanted. Grabbing the lube, I lubed up her back hole and slid a couple fingers in. She went totally nuts and begged me to give it to her in her butt.
We got into doggie position and I slid my cock into her ass. 30 minutes later, I was cumming inside her ass and sweating as much as she was.
We were just about ready to go at it again. But she saw the time and had to bail and get home. Her had to leave for work by 4 am. It was 2:30 am when she left my place.
So I really know why I am tired. I have yet to catch up from saturday night..
What is funny. I have met 3 people on this site in 15 years. I played with 1 of those. I told the alaskan woman she was not getting a picture and that she had to get to know me before seeing me. She never got a picture. She showed up saturday evening and she did not judge me at all.
Does she have a steady FWB? maybe. But I had hopes to meet a couple of the women on here that were closer. So how does this "looks mean everything" thing go? I am not ugly. But i get treated like it all the time by women on this site. I am not a jerk. I am not rude. But here I am. Womanless and always judged on by a picture. Maybe people will learn.
Well, Now to figure out what to do this weekend. Maybe have the alaska gal come over again. Or maybe someone from here will read this and want to get together..
We shall see..
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Rockin Day.
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Posted:Nov 17, 2010 6:59 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 2:0 pm
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Today i went to work up in Maple valley to clean some more catch basins. I decided to work in this neighborhood near 4 corners as it was quiet and i am protected by the trees from the cold wind.
I got about half way down the road cleaning when I came upon a house with an open garage door. I got out of the truck and started to clean the basin at the side of the driveway. when i went to turn the pressure up on the water system, I saw this large older black lab barreling down the drive way with a tennis ball in its mouth. Praying that the did not want to trade the tennis ball for a part of my anatomy i put my head down and closed my eyes.
I opened my eyes just as the lab hit me head on dropping his tennis ball at my feet. The lab was the friendliest i have come across in a long time in the neighborhoods. I picked up his tennis ball and threw it into the garage. As i finished cleaning the basin, the tennis ball was rolling past my feet heading to the the open basin. I stopped it and threw the ball out into the front yard. I put everything up so i can move to the next structure, when i heard a howling over my radio hearing protection. I walked around the truck and I saw the lab half laying on the grass howling and looking under my truck. I saw his tennis ball laying under my truck. I retrieved it and i threw the ball again for this friendly lab.
With each throw of the ball and the lab fetching the ball back, my eyes started to tear up. Knowing deep down in my heart that this lab reminded me so much of my german shepard i had to put down almost a year and half ago. This will be the 2nd christmas without my faithfull companion and us sharing home made cookies that my mom made just for me and my dog.
Praying and hoping that it would rain so it could hide the fact that i was crying over my faithfull companion which i raised from a puppy to the day i had to have my family take her to put her down. My heart was broken and i could not bare to look in those sad brown eyes when the doctor took her in on a gurney to put her down. For a year and a half i pushed myself to not love another animal in my life.
As i was leaving the neighborhood, the Lab was sitting at the end of the driveway with his tennis ball in mouth. My heart breaking as i thought about my i so dearly miss. I stopped the truck in the down pouring rain and threw his ball a few more times. Soaking wet i crawled back in my work truck tears running down my cheeks. My heart was broken but a smile grew in place of my sorrow.
If that lab could read this. I want to thank him for one of the best days i have had during this crappy weather. If he had a litter of pups, i would have probably brought one home to love and have as my faithfull companion.
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Great Evening
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Posted:Jul 21, 2007 9:30 am
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 2:0 pm
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I will start this off from a few days ago. For many weeks this beautiful lady and i have been trying to communicate to each other. It seemed that Passion/Local Discreet Affairs wouldnt let emails go thru all the time. So, one day i get an email from her. It was quick and to the point. It was her email address. So, I emailed her last weekend. We, emailed a couple times and finally set up a meet.
I was off work all day yesterday and was curious if we still were going out. I knew she had a long commute to Everett to a new job and that she would be on the exhausted side. And i was cool with the fact if she wanted to stay home and sleep.
She sends me a message that 8 or 830 would be fine with her for use to meet up. I was very much up for that. She calls me when she got into town and we discussed details and we both were looking forward to meeting.
I was at the bar we agreed to meet at about 10 minutes early. I was already working on a beer and she texts me to find me. She came in the other door and i didnt see her until she snuck up behind me. Good thing i was not one of those jumpy viet nam vets.. LOL.
She sat down, ordered her beer and we ordered our burgers. We started out talking about her new job and worked into sports and . I can honestly admit that i had not expected the meet to go so well. She was incredible. She had an awesome smile, she had knowledge of sports and we both dont like the sea chickens. We both started yawning and i took note of that and politely suggested she go home and get some sleep. Which she was very agreable to. We walked out the door and got to the end of the sidewalk. We hugged a couple times and then her sweet lips came in search of mine. We kissed for a minute and then she told me to call her so we can hook up again. Of course i told her i would help her learn to ride the street bikes better too.
Could this be the beginning of something great? I know i had a very good dream that i saw her in. Then i was back to my fishing dreams and of course work nightmares. I hope she feels the same as i do and want to explore more of life with me. Thank you for the great night and hope more is on the way.
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Lost Love
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Posted:Oct 27, 2006 10:29 pm
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2007 5:58 pm
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This morning i was cruising along on HWY 16 when i heard a song come on the radio. It was one of those old country songs that makes you think about a certain person when you heard it with them.
So, during that long drive, and that song. I thought of a girl i dated just shortly after coming home from Cuba. She was a good ole' country girl. Raised on a farm and all. My mind drifted to her and i on back riding down to the beach. I can almost smell the salt air mixed with the smell of hay.
looking thru the windshield at the darkness ahead of me, i could have sworn i saw her reflection and the smile on her face on the day i first kissed her. Her big smile and those beautiful blue eyes.
It has been 15 years and my heart still jumps when i think about her. I know our pathes will never cross again. But in my heart she will always have a special place. Only 2 other women i have come across have been able to make my heart jump. But for this beautiful lady i was so madly in love with whom i had to walk away from left a lot of memories we shared.
To this day i wonder if she is sitting on the beach looking down the straits of juan de fuca to see if I am on Point no Point looking up for her. Or when she rides Trigger, she remembers me trying to be a cowboy and heard the cattle from one field to the other and trigger bolting one way and I wind up on the ground?
I know that during my search for a wonderful woman to spend the rest of my life with, that i have probably been comparing girls to her and see if my heart races. Or comparing them to the mother of my whom i want nothing and i mean nothing to do with.
I never thought that words could be so powerful and actions so hurtful. Maybe after dealing with this person I have gotten to be more like the Players.
I would give anything to have the love that i had 15 years ago. To wake up to a smiling woman. To see her smile when i give her roses. To see her revel in the beauty of the early morning sunrise from the boat as we drift on the puget sound.
A guy that worked with me for a short time asked why i was still single. He told me that "you have the awesome personality, the humor, the kind and gentle soul that any woman would want!" I told him about my first love and my last love (if you can call her that). He saw me all excited when talking about my first love like i was still with her today. Then the tear fall when i explained my situation now. in a few short words he summed up what happened in a few short years of my life. "Your hopes and your dreams were all crushed by one woman!" Then as he gave me a bottle of pepsi, he said " Life is not fair. But i see your are full of fight and not letting it kick you in the butt. You will find a woman that will give you the passion and love you had years ago."
A friend of mine told me to start a blog awhile back. She said that it will get me noticed as a person. You can put what ever you want in your blog. If it comes from your heart then people will see that and want to get to know me better. So, here i am. Rambling my heart out on a public forum just to show people i am a real person with real feelings.
Well, i guess i should go crawl into my cold bed and get some shut eye. I have to go get my for the weekend and see the woman who ruined my life. I am gonna need all my nerves for sure tomorrow.
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