A gloomy Oct 1st
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Posted:Oct 1, 2014 7:18 am
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2015 6:07 pm
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I think the weather network BS'd me
They predicted sun and a high of 18c today and here I am looking out the window to grey skies and my thermometer is displaying 3.....
I decided to give myself a special and hopefully healing project before I head back to work but I need the weather to cooperate...
So now what??
I can blog about sex hmmm wait I would be to be having some to talk about it right?? OK next subject...
I can blog about fishing, nope haven't done that in months either...
I can blog about my toothache?? Nahhh pretty boring...
I can blog about what I am doing on Thanksgiving weekend?? Ummmm I don't even know what that is....
Well then I got nothing!!! Just sit here and wait for that sun to show up, then maybe I'll have something to blog about....Until then I might as well perv HNW....
Hugz from E4N xx
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Backrubs or Blowjobs ??
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Posted:Sep 29, 2014 3:27 pm
Last Updated:Oct 1, 2014 5:42 pm
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I'm thinking about all you men who play sports and I know that this kind of activity comes with aches and pains which makes it hard to enjoy a good session of sex afterwards, correct??
So this blog was inspired by a friend who plays sports year round and I know that he does suffer a few times a year due to playing sports... I'm not this fucking creative, the only sport I enjoy is ehemmm well you know
Anyway....
The question I have for you is what helps more?
Backrub or Blowjob???
For those of you suffering from carpal tunnel have your own fucking problems and it's not due to playing sports
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Ohhhh the pressure !!!
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Posted:Sep 28, 2014 5:27 am
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2014 12:30 pm
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I'm really not a decisive person, I mean I was always kind of like that but now it's even worse...
I've been offered practically a free trip to Vegas and I need to make my decision today and I'm losing sleep thinking about it...
The offer came from my best friends youngest brother and I truly adore him, he thinks this trip is exactly what I need before heading back to work and he's probably right, now if I can make a fucking decision 
Sighs....
On a another note, went out to some friends camp last night and enjoyed a beautiful fall night sitting around the fire with great friends, no cell reception, no tv and no traffic, a great way to spend a Saturday night
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What do you actually think about when masturbating??
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Posted:Sep 26, 2014 5:19 pm
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2014 8:29 pm
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I haven't really enjoyed much self luvin in the last 3 months, a few times here and there but not my regular self luvin sessions I'm used to
Anyway, I am the get out of the shower and get at er right away type of chick and I realized after my session earlier, I really do have impure thoughts while masturbating and I blush quite a bit thinking about it...
Now... I will leave that to your imagination but now that I am thinking about those thoughts again, I just might have to have another shower, just saying
Do you want to tell me what your thoughts are while masturbating?? Curious minds want to know... Hey I never said I wasn't a perv either
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Blindfold me, gag me and call me your
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Posted:Sep 25, 2014 4:11 pm
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2015 6:00 pm
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I don't fucking think so but got your attention didn't it, dam pervs
Chatting with a friend earlier about the Dom scene and by all means I am not discouraging it or judging anyone who enjoys it but it is not for me.. I mean I don't mind a little on the rough side, tug on my hair a bit or a little spank but the gag and crop scene is a little intimidating... What I mean by a bit rougher is if I want to get fucked hard, I won't have any qualms about telling you, just saying...
I've perved a video or two about women who are subs and I guess I am a bit old fashioned cause if someone called me their good little bitch, their going to see the Dom in me and guaranteed a black eye lol
I think it's very important to chat with people and learn their likes/ dislikes, doesn't mean they won't be a friend just means why settle for something that your not into, if I can't satisfy that itch then I know when to kindly decline but I am nosy and I do want to know outcomes of these kinds of sexual adventures
I am more on the passionate side or at least I think so, I still believe in that lingering kiss, your hand on my breast sort of thing but have known Dom's to have this side also but I a self proclaimed chicken and at 43 yrs old, I think my training days are long gone..
Blindfold?? I might consider, I don't have to always be in control
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I'm purging, yep even purging men
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Posted:Sep 24, 2014 7:41 pm
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2014 2:33 pm
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So since I made my announcement about going back to work, I figured it's time to start some purging...
I've been sitting around, feeling somewhat lost but in all the process of not being home for 2 months and buying all new clothes, etc... Also along with my best friends personal things in boxes piled in my kitchen, bedroom and every spare corner I had, I decided time to start cleaning...And fuck me, it's never ending...
Sighs....
While I was away and running around 16-18 hour days, I lost another 30pds and I'm not complaining but of course comes with a new huge wardrobe so just about everything I have in my closet and dressers have got to go... So now that fall is here, all the summer clothing I purchased need to be packed, its a never ending fucking process...
Sighs....
Then I start going through his things, separate personal clothing, important papers plus we have a warehouse that we managed to fill up with junk in the last zillion years that I have been spending a couple of hours a day with his dad trying to clean and organize...
Sighs....
So between trips to the waste disposal site, packing clothes in bags and trying to organize, my car is full to make a trip to the city to drop off a lot of clothing donations cause we don't have that in our little town...
Sighs....
Now if I had a closet full of men, you think I would be purging??
Go ahead and ask me, I dare you....
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Ya I'll get right on that
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Posted:Sep 24, 2014 6:21 am
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2014 4:57 am
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I make my coffee and sign on to check out the daily blogs when I receive this message;
Hi how are you, I'm just wondering if you wanted to talk some night, show you some pics and maybe give you a tease on cam, if your interested I can give you my skype, yahoo or kik
Now too each their own and hopefully he finds someone he can tease but I don't even know wtf KIK is!!!!
Anyway...
As I was cruzing profiles last night, I stumbled across someone I know, really know, someone from my little town and it freaked me out a bit.. Of course I blocked him right away cause I certainly can't chance finding out who I am but was trying to take my profile pic down and just display one of those grey silhouette's for awhile but this dam site won't let me!!! I'm guessing I will have to remove all my pics in order for that to happen??
Yup I have a hard life over here
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It does happen every one in awhile
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Posted:Sep 23, 2014 7:23 am
Last Updated:Sep 24, 2014 7:13 pm
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Me getting a bit confused
So since I've been off, I having been cruzing blogs and profiles a bit more, not that I am interested in anyone but I do enjoy coming across a good profile...
So recently I was contacted by a new local member and I usually do the "thanks but no thanks" reply but couldn't be bothered lately so I have mastered the "delete" with my eyes closed, kind of rude but like I said I couldn't be bothered..
Anyway.... In the last few weeks this same member has opened 2 other profiles with the same oddly proportioned dick and signs on all 3 when he's here... So when I'm cruzing "who's online locally", there is the same 3 dicks hmmmmm does he not realize that having the same dick pic will not be noticeable??
Good gawd I need a new hobby with all this time off
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Maybe I am ready for this
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Posted:Sep 22, 2014 5:37 pm
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2015 5:55 pm
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Allo my pervy friends
In a few days it will be the first month anniversary since my best friend passed and I will admit this has kicked the shit right outta me and I never thought it affect me this much...
But...
I just about have all his affairs settled and now it's time to settle my own, fondly smile at the memories and get back to some routine which means getting my fucking ass back to work...
Am I ready?? I don't know really but after being off for almost 3 months, I think it's time I try....
So today I finally sent out an email (after my managers approval of course) that I will be returning to work on Oct 6th and it felt good, I miss my co-workers and the communities....
I received a few immediate responses "we are here for you" and "we missed you" and then I get this;
"we really need you to come up to the Corporate office your first week back, we have received 7000 comments on the ****** review that needs your immediate attention, please confirm"
Conclusion?? Never send out an official notice, learn to keep my big fucking mouth shut grrrrrrrr
Hmmmmm maybe I should have sent out emails for sex??
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Been a long time since I posted a pic (BEWARE)
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Posted:Sep 17, 2014 9:52 am
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2015 5:53 pm
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What the fuck did you think I was posting? My pussy? Dam pervs
This is what I woke up to this morning, good day to stay in my fleece pj's and enjoy a hot bowl of home made soup hmmmm maybe dig out and dust off my shovel??
Hugs from E4N xx
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Nice evening
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Posted:Sep 7, 2014 5:54 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2014 5:32 am
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A couple of weeks ago I went to a street fair in the city with a few girlfriends who were getting me out to take my mind off of what is happening.. As I was walking back to our table with 2 beers in each hand (yup I'm quite talented) I noticed an old friend from here who I haven't seen or talked to in quite a few years.. Of course I couldn't tap him on the shoulder due to juggling the glasses so I went back to my table.. A few minutes later, he walked by again and this time I said hello, he looked at me for a long time and then grabbed me in one of his huge bear hugs that he is so famous for..
We chatted for a few minutes and of course I introduced him to the girls, exchanged with a promise to keep in touch.. The next morning he text and asked me out to breakfast and the conversation was so good... He was compassionate in the situation I was in and offered an ear when I needed, that's the kind of friend I need, nothing more and no pressure...
We kept in touch and he took me out to dinner last night, again the convo was great, catching up even better and besides me having one too many drinks, the evening ended with another huge hug, just what I needed
I'm getting there....
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Wish people would just stop
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Posted:Sep 4, 2014 6:16 pm
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2015 5:51 pm
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I understand that people are trying to be kind by texting, calling, knocking on the door with another fucking casserole, I just want to be left alone....
Small town kindness just erks me at times... When someone dies around here, I simply mail a sympathy card and I'm done with it... I'm the type of person, if they need something they will ask...
I'm not the type of person who keeps hugging people who I haven't even talked to in years, I prefer to save those for friends... Or answer the same dam question 1000 times "is there anything I can do for you?", yep leave me alone... Yes I cry, about 10 times a day but crying is not going to bring him back and crying in front of people doesn't make me feel any better...
I know I sound ungrateful but it's over, I need to grieve on my own and settle my thoughts my way, not everyone else's way... I did what I thought was right and spent his remaining time making him comfortable and making sure he wasn't alone, I made his remaining time happy and to me that was the best thing I can do...
I'm not happy he's gone, I'd rather have my fishing partner here cleaning my fish or taking my waste to the disposal site, mowing my lawn or just calling to see what I am up to, yes I want him here but he's not anymore and I need to learn to start doing these simple things on my own...
So the only way I can escape is drive, where I'm not sure but if I get one more fucking casserole delivered, I'm going to flip...
How's that for a fucking rant??? I think vodka is in my near future, anyone??
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Now what??
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Posted:Sep 2, 2014 7:43 pm
Last Updated:Feb 9, 2015 5:33 pm
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I put my best friend to rest today and its exactly one week since I saw him and today seemed so final that I just can't quite absorb everything that has been going on in my life the last few months...
I sent all my friends home tonight telling them that I need to start adjusting to being alone again, I mean I was alone for the last three years, why any different now?? Well it definitely is different that I will admit, he was always just a phone call and 5 minutes away and now he's not...
But....
Time to keep my memories and start a routine soon but still decided to take another month off or at least we will see if I can actually last a whole month, I kinda miss work and the whole crew came to the service today and said the site is just not the same without me, probably what I needed to hear more then anything..
For now I'm just going to settle a few things and take my time before jumping into something I can't handle and that is the best thing for me..
I just added up the blogs on my list and only 741 to catch up on? Guess I got time huh??
This will be the last sad blog about what has happened in the last few months but thanks again for all the message's and texts, you truly touched me and I will never forget how truly blessed I am to have friends here
I got this special message from a good friend the other day, he disappears and reappears just when the time is right, you still rock B xx
Hugs from E4N
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